Have you ever experienced the feeling of your heart wrapping it's valves and tenticles and all that makes up a heart, around another person. Like the person who you believe you are isn't you anymore without their hands touching your face or their smiles giving laughter or their arms around your shoulder or waist. That's how I'm feeling lately. I feel like I'm not myself when I'm outside of my relationship with those who live here. I'm not sure what to do with all this yet.